Genderless

Hey Bloggie,

Another poem that just comes to mind.

I'm Genderless.
I don't know whether I'm a boy or girl
However, I'm loved by a guy.
He loves to touch me.
Press on my strings.
Touch my body.
Touch my F-holes.
He loves me so much.

I know I am not popular among my family.
I am such a loner
No one wants to be friend with me
For i am genderless

Only he understand My feelings
Only he can touch and caress me
I love him so much
He loves me too
Even though I'm a genderless Viola.

I know my poem are -.-" Lol!
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Rejection

Hey Bloggie,

Im bored. Maybe shall type one of my proses here.

I liked her and still do.
I don't dare to love her yet.
I am afraid of rejections..
I don't want to be rejected twice.
Once is enough for me.
I don't want her coming to me and say
"I only treat you not more than a friend"

I hate that way..
I hate that sentence.
The sentence makes me angry and sad at the same time.
And i always have this thinking,
"Why am i so nice towards people?
Must i be evil so that they like me?"

I dun't know.
Life can never be easy for me.
I think my life should end here..
Do you think so?
I don't know.
I suck...

Ok Im done. Lol!

Crappy

Hey Bloggie,

I am feel crappy right now. 2 violist not joining performance. 1 of them is quitting. The other im not sure. Probably quitting too maybe because her friend quit.. ? No idea. Secondly, i disappoint my secondary school friends. I never got for the Raya Outing. Im so sorry. Its not because that one person not here then i am not going. Thats not the main reason. But the main reason is that i have practice. I am planning to skip but i can't because this month is damn damn busy. I am so sorry.
Maybe next year i will join. Haha! :D

I am so sorry.

Hey Bloggie,

I am being stalked now! Haha! You stalker! Bluek!

Anyway, have been talking to stalker lately. Right? We rarely talk since we first met right? Lol.
Tired babeh! Hurhur!
Monday! Jalan Raya with me Sec Sch Peeps! Yippee!!

Can't wait to see them! Till then!

Adios!

Omg. I miss those blue eyes!

Hey Bloggie,

I am bored actaully. My Job is starting on the November don't know which date. Haha! Salad Stop! Here i come! Haha! At Marina Square. See you there!
Haha! But its like one more month plus.

Anyway, results is unexpecting! I got 3.127
I thought it will drop to like 2.something, but in the end, 3. something. I was so shocked i got B+ for FPM. Haha! I got B for thermo, HMT and Math. I am grateful i got a C for REE.
Unexpecting i should say.

Strings Practice. I love to go for strings practice nowadays. Quartet chosen! I think my life with Viola is like stuck to each other. Omg! I love viola.. And i love violin too. Oh how can i forget their brothers.? Cello maybe if i learn it more indepth, then i may like it too. Same to DB. haahh!

I think thats all. :D

Bye!

Hey Bloggie,

I am bored now. Hari Raya is such a bore. ZZzzz... I don't know why. Hahah!

That's all. Haha! Bored. Bye!

Hey Bloggie,

Yesterday went out with bloggie, meet them a little bit late. Meet at Ion Orchard. Walk-walk around. Laughing our ass out non-stop. Took pictures! Treat them for break fast. Then ate fried mars which i have not tasted for ages. Then we go to Esplanade to take pictures! Oh my god. Its a nice port to lepak and take picture. So we took picture. And i told them that i have an idea to make our picture as a CD cover. So we took a nice one. And Ifah got an idea which is to transform our pic into Magazine cover. haha! Its so fun i tell you! haha!
Here is the result of my editing! :D Ideas by them

The Fi Five Fo Fum :)

Hey Bloggie,

I have been reading this book called The Red Rock Mysteries Series.
I have read the series all the way from Book #1 all the way to Book #13.
Now i am focusing on Book #14: Wind chill.
Its nice even though it portrays Christianity but i like the mysteries and the format of the story book. Its nice. The mysteries were power pack and makes you thinking!

I guess thats about it.

Oh Ya! Performance is still on! And im a little stress organizing it! Hahah! :D

I hope i can make it through.
And Hari Raya is coming and i am not looking forward to it! hahha! Don't ask for i don't know. HAha! I miss my secondary school peeps! :D

Hey Bloggie,


Hey Bloggie,

I am tired but not tired of blogging.
Random.

But yeah. Random stuff can appear out of boredom. :D

:D Bye

Hey Bloggie,

I must update about CCA. But i think will update it on Monday.

:) I simple can't wait for monday!
Got a lot of good and bad news! :):(
I don't know where to classify them in.

Blank. o.O

Okok... Bye!

Hey Bloggie,

I am super bored right now. I think i might take out a drawing paper and colour pencil and start drawing my whole heart out. Haha! thins time round, i Don't know what character should i draw. Hahah!
Shall see later. haha! :D

Hey Bloggie,

Im bored. Zzzzz.

I am suppose to arrange songs but currently i got no idea or inspiration. Bored.. ZZzzzz

Hey Bloggie,

Just now is my last paper! Yippeeee!!
I simply can't wait for strings to resume. And to meet betes!! Omg. I miss them sssoooooo much! :D