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With love,
Syed Ridwan

For you, I supposed

Dear you, 

I know. Life sucks ain't it. I'm slowly getting over you. I mean not in a bad way. But in a good way. I dont want you to feel rimas with me trying to be around you, or pestering you or whatsoever because I know how it feels. Well, we're soulmates remember? I mean we're both Taurus, We share the same characteristics. So yeah, I dont like it neither. 

I'm gonna be happy for you, bachen. Be it you're moving on or not, I'll still be happy for you. If you're waiting for me to move on, let me tell you, I've moved on. Not that I found anyone special, no, its just that I've stopped trying to love you more as a friend. I just treat you as a friend. And not more than that. Hope you understand what I mean. :)

Just to let you know since I dont want to bother you on whatsapp, I got job offers. 2 job offers to be exact. One from ExxonMobil and the other one from SGS Testing. Both is not shift i supposed. Actually, I'd prefer shift job. Haha. I want to experience how working at night is. I'm waiting for ExxonMobil salary package proposal before I decide which company to work. 

I've asked opinions from my brother since he worked under this line before, and he knows that ExxonMobil is a better choice as SGS Testing is quite rabak. Rabak in what sense, I'm not sure. Haha. Anyway, I told them to email bu Friday 20th Dec latest as SGS Testing need reply from me soon. 

Anyway, enough about me. Hope you'll find your someone. Hehe. Dont say that you can't ve bothered. I know you're lonely out there. Go find someone. Be it a men or a lady, I just want you to be happy. Hope he/she treat you well. I want you to be happy okay? Don't be that lonely guy. Not good for yourself. :) 

Take care. Speak to me if you need someone to talk to (I know it wont happen) and hope to bump into you one day! :) 

Cheers. 

PS: I'm happy for you :)

Stepping Back

Wah. Its really tough to step back and trying to forget someone who you used to love so much, eh? Oh well. I know I can do this! Come on Ridwan. Give him a chance to love someone else. Let him try to give love to other people okay? You've had that chance and you've just got to blow it away. Stupid you Ridwan. 

Anyway. Knowing that you're contacting someone, somehow I'm crushed. I don't know to be happy or not. Definitely I'm sad inside. But if you're happy with someone else, I'm happy for you. Really. Like I've said, don't because of me you don't want to fall in love again. I'm sorry if I give you bad experience but not all guys are the same right? There's better ones out there. You won't know till you try it out. :)

I want to be friends with you again. Like just friends and nothing more. I know its tough. Like my friend say, 

True isn't it? Hmm. I wonder if you agree to it to. Hmmm. Anyway, since you're not going to talk to me in a daily basis, I just wanna wish you all the best in the future, pursue your studies and work and congrats on your driving licence. Wish you all the best in life. Do invite me to your wedding alright?

Quote from a telemovie that I watched:

"Can I love you even though I know you don't love me back?" 

P/S: I love you, still